Balance

I feel like it's been forever since my last blog. Oh wait, I just spotted the last blog entry date and realized it has been forever. When I reflect back on what all I've done I realize that I need to learn the art of balance. I feel like my time is spent doing one of two things: taking care of family or working. Lately, I've been a tad edgy and overwhelmed. Who would have thought one extra person, especially a tiny little person, could create so much extra work? Reid's lucky that I'm in love with him, otherwise we might have had a problem. ;) But really, this has been an interesting year. I've learned so many things including how to change out the o-rings in the bathroom sink, take apart the freezer to clean out the condenser and fan, and  drill holes in wood planks in order to mount a new mailbox that was maimed by a local farmer. Most importantly I've learned how to enjoy my time with my kids at home or wherever we may be. This is a huge feat because I'm not the stay-at-home type. Since I accomplished all of these things, I'm going to challenge myself with the whole balance thing. I need this. It's July and I haven't spent any quality time with my friends since baby #2 came along. I have no idea where the time went but I'm taking what time I have left back so that I can enjoy some me time over the summer vacation. Now that I've actually put that thought into words I feel a bit anxious because this means having to leave Reid behind. I know that it's important for both of us to have some time apart but at the same time, he's my baby!! He's the last baby I'll ever have, hold, cuddle/sleep in the chair with, stare at for hours...see where I'm going with this? I've become that kid who needs to leave the nest and won't, only worse in real-life I'm the mom who won't leave her kid. Balance. If I can attain this I may actually have a chance at "getting a life" and maybe one day Reid or Alli won't have to tell me to get one!!